Sunday, March 24, 2013

#Mamavation Monday: Nothing but a fuck-up

So I've been nothing but a total loser for the last few weeks.  Per my usual self destructive self, I got into the Doctorate of Education program, which proves I'm smart, so I immediate went into a self-loathing of my body spiral.  Why not?  Surely the only I have is a brain so my body must suck.

I'm finding my way back.  After a few pity posts and a couple of weeks of hiding from the track, my grand plan is to get off my ass.  I know the running and working out makes me feel good about me.  I feel strong and powerful.  I feel like a sexy woman.  I need to feel like a sexy woman.  I am a sexy woman?  Anyways, not quite out of the body-loathing yet but I'm better today than last week.

I don't think I am going to meet my half-mary by my birthday goal but I know that with a little work, I can run a half-mary this year.  So I'm going for it.  I might never get rid of this spare-tire around my waist but I know that I am working towards health.  So I'm getting back to running.  God-willing I'll have miles to report for next week.

Miles run this week: 0 :(

This post is sponsored by Mamavation – a community dedicated to obesity prevention & weight loss for women and I’m writing this to be entered into a giveaway

8 comments:

  1. Good luck into getting back to running. Hugs

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  2. Hey stop being a HATER you know what you need to do and you will do it. Love yourself enough to not say negative things about yourself . :)

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  3. You have a plan and now that you've posted it you can be more accountable for it... You got this babe.... :)

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  4. Best of luck on getting back on track. I used the half marathon training plan on Fitness Cheerleaders site. You can do it!!!

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  5. We all have bad weeks and make poor choices. Learn to accept yourself with grace and love. That will be your first step toward health.

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  6. Be patient with yourself and get back on track with what you need to do to make a 1/2 happen this year. You are worthy.

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  7. I've been there. It is easy to let yourself go, it is harder to keep yourself in check. But you CAN do this. I have many times resigned myself to having a "mom body" b/c I have 5 kids. Why? Why can't we as women be smart, funny AND Sexy? Why must we choose? You will get your half-mary, all things take time, just keep moving forward. Big HUGS!

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  8. Deep breath girl-you got this. Hang in there and get back on track. All us Mammas are right behind you cheering

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