In an ideal world I would work part-time outside of the home as a lecturer or librarian. I miss the library world so much! The funny thing about being a lecturer is that I'm really only qualified to teach in a library program and the closest one is at Sam Houston, which is the rival to my current university SFA. The rivalry thing aside, the commute is not that bad especially if only a couple of time a week. This has me working on my CV. A university wants to know that you are a researcher and can bring "honor" to the institution. Here is the thing, I never planned on not working outside of the public school field so I've never presented at a conference or published a paper. I've done the work and have some projects and papers that might would have been worthy but I never thought I needed it so I never got off my butt. Now I need it to create a CV and I feel like I'm years behind!
I am going to present a research paper with one of my co-hort members in a couple of weeks. I'm not sure I have a lot to say so I'm nervous. I feel like my professional life is suddenly on the line. I know that that is not a true statement. There will be jobs and opportunities a plenty in my future but I like a plan and I like working towards something so here I go. I recently submitted a paper for publication. It will be weeks before I hear back but I'm daring greatly and getting myself and my research out there. I expect to be rejected. I need to be rejected. I'm not ready for publication but I also know that I'll never believe anything different until I get my first piece published. I mean I never would have thought I would keep a 4.0 through 15 doctoral hours and yet here I am. I am a researcher and I'm going to make it work along with being a homeschooling mother. I can do this.
This is my current jam (enjoy! Ravebaby has me playing it day and night):