For the last 5 years or so, I make a public list of things I would like for Christmas. I call it "All I want for Christmas" and each day on my Facebook page I post something I would like. I started doing this because I had a now no longer Facebook "friend" who was complaining about all of the Thanksgiving/Gratitude posts in November. Now in November I do post something I am thankful for daily. The ex-friend is bitter and in general a real downer so I had to cut them loose but that got me thinking that we do tend to only post things are a Thankful for in November and it can seem disingenuous. So to be a bitch, I started the "All I want for Christmas" list.
Now this list has been going for 5 years so obviously I like posting it. Not only did I start posting it because I am a bitch but also to shut DH up. He loves to say I'm hard to shop for. Now yes, if you ask me directly what I want I do usually say nothing. Really, I'm blessed and my needs are met. As far as wants, I have tons but I always feel so selfish asking for anything for myself. Spend the money on the poor, spend it on someone in need, don't worry about me. But anyways, this way everyone had access to a list of about 23 things I want.
For the most part my list focuses on things. I do end up getting several things off my list each year. I make sure my list covers items that are from a variety of price ranges from like $500 to free. I want to create a list that makes life for others easy. If you want to buy me something, here is the list. I also pick things that I want not really need. That was DH's other complaint, I'm too practical with my list. I usually want a new vacuum cleaner or some other appliance. What can I say I'm practical.
This last year has been rough. I have learned a good bit about myself in the process of surviving 2018. One of those lessons has been that I don't self-care enough. I have neglected myself so much that I don't even know where to start to repair and rejuvenate. My soul is weary. So as part of that idea, I'm putting more experiences on my list. I want coffee-dates. I want to go out dancing. I want to share my wheel of brie with friends. I want to leave the house with a purpose that isn't work or doing for the kids. I want to get my hair done (which I haven't had done since February!). I want to go get a mani/pedi. I want to try new food. I want to learn how to play and not feel guilty.
I doubt I do anything from that list above. I will hopefully get my hair done soon or I'll just take scissors to it myself. I have to chop off like 4 inches. It is just too long. I'll probably just keep taking myself for coffee. Really, I don't ever expect anyone to do for me and so I'm never disappointed. Maybe I should be disappointed. Maybe that is my problem. Anyways . . .
Now this list has been going for 5 years so obviously I like posting it. Not only did I start posting it because I am a bitch but also to shut DH up. He loves to say I'm hard to shop for. Now yes, if you ask me directly what I want I do usually say nothing. Really, I'm blessed and my needs are met. As far as wants, I have tons but I always feel so selfish asking for anything for myself. Spend the money on the poor, spend it on someone in need, don't worry about me. But anyways, this way everyone had access to a list of about 23 things I want.
For the most part my list focuses on things. I do end up getting several things off my list each year. I make sure my list covers items that are from a variety of price ranges from like $500 to free. I want to create a list that makes life for others easy. If you want to buy me something, here is the list. I also pick things that I want not really need. That was DH's other complaint, I'm too practical with my list. I usually want a new vacuum cleaner or some other appliance. What can I say I'm practical.
This last year has been rough. I have learned a good bit about myself in the process of surviving 2018. One of those lessons has been that I don't self-care enough. I have neglected myself so much that I don't even know where to start to repair and rejuvenate. My soul is weary. So as part of that idea, I'm putting more experiences on my list. I want coffee-dates. I want to go out dancing. I want to share my wheel of brie with friends. I want to leave the house with a purpose that isn't work or doing for the kids. I want to get my hair done (which I haven't had done since February!). I want to go get a mani/pedi. I want to try new food. I want to learn how to play and not feel guilty.
I doubt I do anything from that list above. I will hopefully get my hair done soon or I'll just take scissors to it myself. I have to chop off like 4 inches. It is just too long. I'll probably just keep taking myself for coffee. Really, I don't ever expect anyone to do for me and so I'm never disappointed. Maybe I should be disappointed. Maybe that is my problem. Anyways . . .
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