Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
It was like any other trip to the mall. She played and insisted I take video. She had a grand ol' time. After a walk around the mall, we headed back to the playland. It was packed. Kids everywhere! She was having fun. I soon as we got there I was scoping out parents and kids. Seeing who belonged to who; checking to make sure the older kids didn't hurt Audrey or the other smaller kids. A couple, I'm thinking a mom and son, caught my eye. No children were going up to them. They weren't calling after any kids. They were just sitting there. Part of the reason I noticed them is because they looked 'mixed' like Audrey but there were no 'mixed' children playing besides Audrey. I noticed they were watching Audrey and me. I got a bad feeling. I got Audrey and we headed home. Maybe they were super nice but tired people and just needed a place to sit (there were four benches within 10 feet). Maybe they planned no harm to my child. I was taking no chances. It felt bad so we left. Better to be over protective than have a regret.
After the mall and church, my DH had lovely gluten-free dinner for us. Spaghetti! Audrey and I love pasta (I know, it is so cruel). We're lucky that we have found a rice pasta that we love from Tinkyada that I think is just like the real thing. So we were enjoying family time with spaghetti and Udi's bread with garlic spread. I said to DH, " you know if anyone came in right now, they won't be able to tell we are eating totally gluten-free." It was a nice feeling to feel like a regular Americana family. Toddler in the high chair grubbing and wearing spaghetti. DH and I fighting over garlic bread. We were normal.
So that was Sunday. Suspicions and spaghetti, I wonder what the week will bring.
Friday, August 26, 2011
So I am all for Tracfone. My parents both use TracFone and I have friend who has had TranFone for years. For a few months to keep expenses down DH and I also had TracFones. In fact I wish we still had TracFone, this contract thing is for birds! Here are some more real TracFone customers just follow the link to learn more.
Why go with a pre-paid wireless? The cost! Surprisingly the coverage with TracFone is great and because I know the number of minutes I have left I can budget my time and money. Here are real TracFone customers signing the praises of no surprise phone bills. TracFone offers the least expensive way to own and use a cell phone in American!
If you have children, the TracFone allows you give your kids a phone without worrying about blowing your budget. They have phone but you have control. The kids get a brand name phone like a Motorola, Kyocera, LG, Nokia and Samsung and you can pick a simple "Candy Bar" phone to a Bluetooth-enabled "Smart" phone and not go over budget. Because there are no contracts, no credit checks, no activation charges or cancelation fees there are also no surprises! We're talking phones with so many features and did I mention no contract!
Here are some of the awesome features:
• Pay as you go online or with cards available at thousands of retail stores across the country.
• 1 year service cards give you so much more. Receive double minutes for the life of your TracFone, and 800 minutes, for only $119.00
• “Double minutes for the life of your phone” is a feature that can be purchased separately for only$19.99, but some phones include it!
• Choose monthly plans with 200 minutes for under $30.00, and as low as $9.99 for 50 minutes.
International Long Distance:
• This is the only wireless service where you can call internationally, for the same price as any other call.
• Call over 60 international destinations directly from your TracFone at no extra cost! My parents use theirs to call family in Mexico.
• With the International Neighbors program, you can provide family and friends in Mexico or Canada a local phone number in those countries to reach you at your TracFone in the U.S.
• Simple phones for simple needs, calling and texting capabilities for under $10.00
• Great phones packed with features like camera/video recorder, web access, app capabilities, mp3 player, and full QWERTY keyboard, for $29.99
So many choices, so little money. I say give TracFone a look if you are in the market for a wireless phone.
Here's a youtube clip on the reliability of having a TracFone. Just because you have a contract doesn't mean you always have service. Just saying :)
Here is a short video on the LG Tracfone phone. My mom has this phone and loves it!
Just a short video on the cool features of the Samsung phone:
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Sunday, August 21, 2011
So I bet you can guess what has been on my mind lately. The first week of August was World Breastfeeding Week so my facebook feed had a lot of breastfeeding articles and I also attended a W.B.W event at the local WIC office. I was just being me and I guess that means that I am a breastfeeding nazi. At least that is how some people see me. I'm militant. I'm in your face. I'm opinionated. I'm judgmental.
Strangely I just don't see myself that way. I mean yes I am big into breastfeeding. Yes I am an open lactivist. I have never jumped on a mom for using formula. I have never told a mom she's evil for not breastfeeding. I have never done those things because I don't believe those things. I know that everybody is just doing the best they can.
Now with that said, I will never say that formula is as good as breastmilk. There are trues and that is one of them. Breastmilk is the normal food for babies. I like the way that Dr. Darcia Narvaes said it, formula is emergency food. So if my scientifically backed assessment of formula means I'm a breastfeeding nazi then sure I'm a breastfeeding nazi. I know "they" mean it as a bad thing but I just look at it to mean that I stood up for my belief and that bother someone else. Their problem not mine.
I won't back down to make someone else feel better. If you formula feed then that is what you do. I know that the formula companies thank you for your money and hope that you will always turn to formula. If you have children in the future and you want to try breastfeeding please do. Just because you formula feed one child doesn't mean you can't breastfeed the next. I'm hoping that women will make decisions for themselves rather than let the formula company or the doctor or the hospital make it for them. Do what works for you not what someone tells you to do.
I would love for every baby to get at least colostrum. Every ounce counts. I would love for people to be open to the idea of extended breastfeeding. I would for people to realize that just because I'm pro-breastfeeding doesn't make me a nazi but I'm sure I'll win the lottery first. Anyways, that's what has been on my mind.
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
So the panic was this, there is a TV area where Audrey likes to see and watch herself on camera. I noticed and then she noticed that there was something orangy on the floor next to her. First thought in my head "goldfish." I instantly grabbed it to make sure she didn't pop it in her mouth. Now how long this orangy thing had been there I have no clue. It was a top, no wheat but nothing something that any child should be eating. I panicked; I dashed; I tried to make sure my baby would be okay. After a moment of relief, I just had a moment of being overwhelmed with the whole allergy thing. I hated that I was so worried. I hated that no other parent had freaked out and grabbed this thing. I hated that it felt so unfair. I should have worried that she would choke on a piece of plastic not that she would eat a damn goldfish. I hated the whole situation.
After my little pity party, I got some clarity and then later a true reality check. I mean I am so lucky. Audrey's allergy isn't going to kill her. There are so many moms that have to deal with deadly allergies and all I have to worry about is a horrible stomach ache and broken out skin. But it is a big deal to me. I don't want my daughter to hurt. If I can prevent the pain then I try to. Later that night on the way home we got milkshakes. No big deal, right? Well Audrey and DH both spent the night in agony. So there I had been worried about a goldfish and the turned around and fed her wheat anyways. I didn't even think to ask about the milkshake base. Yeah, I worry and things still get by me. I guess you can say I'm still learning the ropes.
Thursday, August 11, 2011
To be honest, I had been ignoring the signs of her allergy. The broken out skin, the gas, the night fits, I had my head in the sand. Thinking back now, I don't know why or how I could do that. I was upset about the move and all I wanted to was feel normal to eat like a normal person. So I did. So we did. So Audrey paid for it. All my fault.
Once we brought our baby home I went totally wheat-free. With the exception of communion each Sunday, I've had no wheat for the last year. I do miss wheat. There are times I watch people eat doughtnuts or hamburgers and think man I really want to eat one. Just one bite can't hurt. But it does so I don't.
I got a Facebook comment from a momma who is going gluten-free for her child. I could hear the stress in her comment and it made me realize that I don't talk too much about my wheatless life, anymore. Once I came to see it as my normal, once I stopped fighting it, I just stopped talking about it. I'll try to remember to talk about the struggles. To remember that helplessness I felt when I first when wheatfree and the joy/calm that still comes over me when I meet other wheatless folk. So I'll try to share tips and reviews and the such.
So tip number 1, if you have just gone wheatless/gluten-free know that you are not alone. Know you can do it. Know that it is okay to morn the loss of wheat.
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Friday, August 5, 2011
So that brings me to my breastfeeding journey. My plan was to make it to 2 years. 24 months is the minimum recommendation from the World Health Organization. So I've always wanted to make it to two years but past that I really don't know. I know many women who are comfortable with a 3 year breastfeeding but not many that go past 4 years. Where is my comfort level? I want to be the momma that lets Audrey decide when to stop. I want to be okay with going 4 years plus but I just don't think I'm that woman. I think once we start pushing 4 years, I will begin actively weaning. Does that make me a hypocrite?
If I preach baby-led weaning does me actively weaning mean I am not practicing what I preach? I mean my feeling might change. I might not actively ever wean. Audrey could quit tomorrow. You would think that I would be actively trying to wean Audrey even now. I've been wheatfree for a year! But don't think the thought hasn't crossed my mind. No one would blame me for weaning. No one would think twice about me telling Audrey to get over and shoving a doughnut in my face but I wouldn't be able to look at myself. When my Audrey was born I looked at her and said I would give my life for her and that is what I'm doing; granted for now it's wheat but you know what I mean.
So anyways, yes Audrey is still breastfeeding. At lunchtime, when I get home from work, and a few times at night. Very normal for a toddler her age and nothing I can't handle. I know there will be a time when I offer and she'll turn to run after the dogs instead (heck she does that even now). I won't see it coming or maybe I will. I might even actively pursue it. After all all breastfeeding relationships end at some point.