So Lent started this last Wednesday; in case you didn't know I'm Catholic. For my lenten sacrifice I decided to do a running reward system for myself. Basically if I run then I can go to my favorite coffee spot in town (Standpipe Coffee House). I like this because I'm tying something I love (Standpipe) with something I want to do more of. At first I was just going to give up Standpipe, which I can do, but I'm the sort of person that wants to take on as well. My usual go to lent move is to give up soda. I've really cut down on my soda intake anyways except for a Vanilla Coke from Standpipe. I was also running to Standpipe a lot, which was eating my budget.
I have been wanting to get back to running. Back in the day I ran cross-country. I was never any good but I like the time to think. Running also makes me feel stronger. I had tried to get back into running shape a few times before but the last time I tried, about 8 months ago, I injured my hip so I've been a bit scared to try. Wednesday as part of Ash Wednesday I was craving a Vanilla Coke from Standpipe. By the end of the day, after many Our Fathers and Hail Marys to resist the temptation, I realized that I could blend sacrifice and taking on together. Thursday morning, I got up and went running. I'm using Couch-2-5K. I felt great. I ran without dying and without killing my hip! Saturday, I got up and went running. Day 2 Week 1! Today I feel great. The soreness is all but gone and I can't wait to run tomorrow, assuming I can find the time.
So Friday night, DH and I had a mini-date. We headed to a new music venue here in Lufkin called The Factory. There are great people that hang there (and at Standpipe) and they are so cool with themselves. Me I'm so shy. I want to be cool. I want to get out there and dance even when no one else is but I just can't. I'm a wall flower. I hate being a wall flower. I mean people could care less about me and what I"m doing and yet I feel like all eyes are on me. I think the running will help with the shyness. If I feel strong and self-confident then I'll feel less wallflower, right? I will chair-pump!